August 25, 2019 Sunday.

Today has marked 5 months since you have left, Michael, but really it has been 22 weeks, but who is counting?

A dear friend of mine a few months ago bought me an awesome gift, tickets to see John Edward the medium  from “Crossing Over with John Edward”.  I can NOT begin to thank them enough for this gift. 

I took my bestie, Bianca, and I’m so glad she was able to experience this with me.

It’s pretty cool, his show.  I can’t really tell you a lot because I don’t know if he would like that or not but I will touch on the important parts for me. 

First of all this was an A-M-A-Z-I-N-G experience.

Ok, here goes. I hope you enjoy my little experience.

I have been talking to Michael and have asked him to PLEASE come thru today because I felt I needed to have him come thru but yet today I woke feeling if he came thru that would be awesome but if he didn’t that would be ok too because no matter what I was going to get something out of this experience. Bianca asked me before the show if I was nervous or scared or anything and I told her I wasn’t feeling anything at all but she told me she was feeling quite anxious.

The show started and as soon as he came on stage I felt a connection.  Bianca and I were not that close to the stage but I swear I made eye contact with him several times and I just felt so connected.  It was actually pretty cool.  He likes to pick people to ask questions and he started it out that way.  Before John started though he told us that every reading he would do it would pertain somehow to everyone in that room.  I would say there was maybe 300 people there.  He said even though he may be saying things we think is relative to us he truly is reading the energy from that person but somehow someway we were all connected by these stories and readings.  

He started explaining how he was in the medical field before he started doing this professionally and how back when he first started this was not as accepted as it is now.  This touched me right away because this is exactly how I feel and I have experienced this.  

Cancer seemed to be a big topic in the room, my mom died of cancer. 

His first question and reading was about a cyclist friend, my adopted son is a bicyclist.  They had someone named Mike and someone named Chris.  My oldest son is Christopher.   So already I am seeing connections.

He was answering another question and doing a reading and all of a sudden he said he saw a horse walk across the floor.   It was like in the movie, “UP”, where the dog is like,  “SQUIRREL”.  You could see how surprised he was of the fact there was a horse that just showed up and walked across the room.  It was actually pretty funny in a way.  He talked to that group of people and then he wanted to know what the significance of the number 7 was.  One woman said it was the number of the race car her husband drove.  I was a little shocked by that because it’s not every day you hear about a race car driver.  He wanted to know where he drove and she said he drove in the city of Brainerd.  John had no clue where that was but he kept going with the reading.  He then wanted to know who maybe knew this woman because he said someone in this room has a connection to her.  Nobody could validate this.   He asked again and then he came to the other side of the room and said, “Who has a connection with this woman.”  I raised my hand and said that Bianca did.   His staff got a microphone and gave it to Bianca and she said that her daughter and son-in-law race stock cars.  He asked the woman if her husband raced stock cars and she validated this.  He then asked Bianca where they raced and she said, “Princeton, Brainerd, and Ogilvie.”.   The woman was shaking her head yes to all of this.   I stood up and he asked if I had a husband who was on the other side.  I couldn’t even talk I was crying and shaking so hard.  Bianca had to answer for me.  Then John asked if he could talk to me.  Bianca handed me the microphone.  He then asked what my name was and answered, “T.”   He said, “Just T?”  I confirmed and he just nodded his head.  The thing I find funny now looking back on this experience is that he didn’t ask anyone else what their name was.  He would say names and then people would validate but he didn’t ask THEIR names.   I’m still mulling this over because there must be some sort of significance to this but I don’t know what it is yet.   I’m sure God will tell me in time.   Then he wanted to know who was in an administrative position or college and had quit and might be thinking about going back.  I wasn’t sure who he was talking about but Bianca looked at me and mouthed, “Lea”.   Then John looked at me and asked if him and I had a daughter and I said yes.  I can’t remember if he said more than one daughter but he did ask. Now looking back he could have been talking about Alyssa too because she has thought about going back to school and she was in an administrative position at one point.   The thing is it doesn’t matter which daughter he was talking about because it pertained to both of them and it will be meaningful for them both.     He then said I could be a bit overbearing and that my facial expressions speak more words then my actual words and I need to watch out for those.  He wanted, meaning Michael, to let her know it’s ok that he doesn’t have to go back or she can take a break and it’s all ok.   He said I have to be supportive and listen.  He asked if he could get personal and I said that was fine.  He asked if at one point I was going to leave him and then he asked, “like in the past?”   I validated this.  Bianca was confused because she didn’t know many years ago I was going to leave Michael, she just knew about how I wanted to leave sometimes after his stroke.  He also asked if Michael had a child that wasn’t his.  I validated.  I can’t remember if he actually said a son but the point is he knew about Christopher and Jacob.   I also told John that Lea worked in the same hospital where her daddy left and after my reading John shared that he too had worked in the hospital where his mother died.  He also told me that he realizes this is still very new grief and next year is going to be tougher because the 2nd year is always tougher than the 1st.  I’m not sure if I really wanted to hear that but I guess it’s Michael’s way of trying to prepare me.

It was a very short reading but it held a lot of meaning.  I know Michael wanted to let Lea or possibly Alyssa know everything will be ok and I know she/they needed to hear that.   The number 7 is significant in mine and Michael’s lives because that was a number we used a lot, one of our favorite numbers.   It held meaning for me because he did come thru like I asked him to and that means SO much to me.  I LOVE horses and so for it to all start with a horse is funny because I have always talked about wanting a horse. 

He also told Bianca something too but we haven’t been able to validate any of that and that is her story so I won’t tell it because it IS her story. 

All and all this has been a great day and very amazing.  I feel BEYOND blessed. 

THANK YOU, Honey and THANK YOU my dear friend for allowing this experience to happen, you really made this 5 month anniversary a memorable one.   We are still so connected and it makes me happy